I’ve missed that feeling that something might last just a bit longer
to spend the better part of the night with a girl
who seemed like she wanted to stay
we used to have a thing and we don’t anymore
but it didn’t all feel so temporary
and that’s all that really mattered.
I feel like my 21st birthday isn’t going to be that great
these days, getting drunk is only fun around people who find me hilarious no matter what and none of those people live in this town.
I’m quitting writing.
Late Night Motion / All the Heartbeats Before I Sleep
Since I’ve been holding out on you so long, internet.
Sorry.
I kissed her friday night.
we were just having fun
street lights, cigarettes, text messages from the bathroom
“I wanna kiss you” she said.
I wanna kiss you.
all I could imagine was “okay” until our noses touched
then I knew nothing
lost control, for party balloons and wet fields and just have fun.
just have fun.
I want too much to hold on.
a night with you exploded into a week only in my head
your scent right before our lips touched
our erasing of the hours before
our embracing “i liked it”
trust too much in someone to leave you without dissonance
then they say,
ahh,
fuck it.
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